Hello Dearest
Familia y Amigos!
It is so wonderful to read your letters! I am so grateful
for the opportunity to write you all today. This week, and others, has just
flown by. I cannot believe that I have spent 5 months on this mission already.
This week came with different challenges, and the challenges of the coming week
are going to be different still, yet my faith in God feels stronger and better.
My love for this gospel is growing and changing, and I feel His angels around
me every day. Sometimes I look back and realize He was there--walking the dusty
roads of Yerbal with us. The more I ask Him questions, wait upon the Lord, and
allow this gospel to shine through me, the more the answers come, the more our
paths are lead in the right direction, and the more miracles happen.
This week was not monumental in baptism or people keeping
their commitments, but it was still a good week. I admit it has been tough. The
principle of agency has really beaten us down, yet I thank the Lord for
preparing my companion and I to overcome this in hopes that this coming week we
can mejorar nuestra compañerismo en la mejor manera (enhance our partnership in the best way). OH lol! Disculpe (excuse/pardon me). I am so use to
thinking in Spanish. We are trying to better our companionship and the way we
teach.
This past week I spoke, wrote, and studied EVERY DAY in
SPANISH! Today is my English day. Starting tomorrow I am studying,
speaking, learning, and thinking only in Spanish! The LORD is really helping us
grow from doing this kind of intense study. He is changing our lives and I know
that he is preparing the people for us. It is up to us to find them.
So many hearts, like Alma and Amulek, are hard. I found
strength in Alma
37:33 hasta el fin (until the end).
It really did make an impact. I am so grateful for the words of the
scriptures. They help me in so many ways.
Lately I have had a little doubt enter my mind. Thanks be to
the Lord for helping me over come it. I am on my way to understanding more as
time goes on. I have researched for 6 days in anticipation to finding my
answer. Last night, I made my doubt into a more specific question. He answered
me specifically last night. I am working on breaking down my uncertainties into
specific questions. It was hard to jump into the answers and really listen.
When I decide to truly listen the Lord speaks peace and calms my fears. He
helps me remember what I have learned.
The principles found in "Lord, I believe" by
Jeffery R. Holland have helped me immensely. To hold the (knowledge or) ground that
you have already won (or attained), to fan the flames of your faith, to put forth
your declaration of faith instead of your declaration of doubt. It has been
incredible to see Ether 12:6 work in my life. I have received a stronger
witness, thanks be to the Lord, after the trial of my faith.
Ether 12:6 is a scripture to highlight for Yerbal. It is
tough here, yet I know the Lord is helping us and we will receive a witness
after the trial of our faith. So MUCH is being required of missionaries, of
members, and of the principle faith – here and everywhere. Testimonies alone
are not enough. It takes a true conversion of the heart. I thank the Lord for
the opportunities to be more converted in His ways.
May the Lord bless you all,
Hermana Hansen